Tuesday, October 30, 2007

A raining filled emotions

A rain in the morning had disrupted all my plans for today. Though I feel slightly annoyed by it, the cool temperature after the rain has compensated itself in a way. Guess I will just have to push today’s plans till tomorrow then.

Recently I have been indulging myself with animes, till I cannot really keep track of how many series I had watched. Maybe I have been a little overboard this time round causing the need of my siblings to remind me to keep track and in touch of reality. I really thank them for being around me if not I might had lost myself in the world of fantasy long ago.

Been a busy bee flying around for the past few days cause it is the last few days before my working days starts and I had a couple of things I wished to do before then. Does starting of working life means to mature and taking up responsibility? Does it means to throw away the childish things I do in the past and do things that are only of general consensus to everyone? Just some thoughts that flash through my ideal mind occasionally. But in any case, my love for anime will never fade.

PS: emo emo writing after an emo emo ending. Lol.

Nin... @


Saturday, October 27, 2007

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, ...

Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday

Thursday
Friday
Saturday

Sunday
Holiday
Funday

I was looking around for office clothes and stumble upon hush puppies’s men briefs. The reason it caught my eyes is that on every brief, it has a label of the day of the week on it. In my mind was like, “Wow, systematic sia!” It’s a refreshing idea to me. Never have I thought of labeling my underwear according to the day of the week. Lol. After a moment, I realized that they come in packs of threes. Monday ~ Wednesday one pack and so on. And this little conversation started bubbling into my mind.

Innocent Miyuki: If I just wanted to buy two boxes, what will I wear on Sunday?
The Ebil Devil: Dun w**r lar. Muwahahaah...

*note* Some content is purposely censored to make it readable for readers below 18.

Nin... @


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Single mindedness

There’s always this problem with me. When I start doing something, I will only do that thing and nothing else. I will think of that thing while I am at it, when I am walking around, when I am brushing my teeth and any other activity that requires 50% or less of my brain power. In a nicer term, I am a workaholic. To be plain frank, it is like an obsession. Lol.

Thinking so much about a certain thing is really creating unnecessary stress for me. And that is the reason I am getting so easily stressed out and so frequently these days. I must learn to un-focus my focused mind now and then to relieve all these unwanted stress. Haizzz...

Few days back, I just finished watching Sharman King anime. 64 episodes in total! If only I am like the main character with his care-free personality, all my days will have been stress free days. 64 may sound long, but every episode is adding onto the plot making it interesting. Unlike some anime that tried to crap the viewers with 200+ episodes of fillers. (fillers are episodes that have no relation to the main plot) Waste of time watching them. Lol.

I made a string of almonds for Laura and Lyla today. Lol. But sadly, both of them freaked out when I tried to gave it to them. I will try harder and will not give up. ^_^

Nin... @


Monday, October 22, 2007

$$$

Been neglecting my blog for some time. Was an eventful week previously, so eventful that it really tire me out to have any spare energy to blog. ^^ (giving my self an excuse)

A short entry. Stole this from my brother’s blog. Click here. You are suppose to enter your name in the blank (use chinese traditional for best results) and click the button next to it. And it will show the image of your mind.

This is mine. ROLF~


Nin... @


Sunday, October 14, 2007

Please choose one!

Please choose one:

1) Bisexual
2) Gay man
3) Gay woman
4) Heterosexual / Straight

^_^ Interesting question found in one of my application questionnaire!

Nin... @


Wednesday, October 10, 2007

No Pot of gold at end of the rainbow

Woke up this morning with only one focus on my mind. My single mindedness made me worked hard the whole morning. Took a break during lunch and was back on focus. When I finally got everything done and ready for submission, then I realized that the window is not open. Everything felt like flushed down the drain at an instant. That feeling sucks! The day ended with me doing nothing today.

The feeling of trying so hard to find out that there’s no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is real bad. Sucks.

Nin... @


Look into my eyes

One important thing to remember during an interview, look into your interviewer’s eyes and speak. Lol. This gesture is supposed to show that you’re confident in yourself and it’s polite to look at the person you’re talking to. But a minor task like this may not be a easy feat for all.

For me, I do not really have problem looking at the person and talk. Unless I need to think of what to speak, I would shift my view to some background objects for a moment. Another case will be if the other person is a girl. Lol. I admit I am shy when talking to a girl. And that’s why if the interview consist of a male and female interviewers, I will concentrate my view more on the male. (I m straight by the way. >.<) So much for having equal focus on all interviewers.

Maybe looking at the eye brown of the lady or the rimless rims of the spectacles she is wearing will help. But this little trick will be easily exposed if she pays a little attention on my eyes. Haha. If only I have those electrifying eyes like some Hollywood actor.

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Bryan Adams – Everything I do, I do it for you

Nin... @


Sunday, October 7, 2007

Do dreams carry meaning in them?

I have been having a number of dreams recently. Due to the large amount of free time on my hands now, I start wondering if my dreams have any meaning to them? Maybe I should go visit a 解梦人 and get my dreams deciphered.

Recently I dreamt of the person whom made me liked and disliked the most during my university years. Just don’t understand why she appeared in my dreams since it’s been a long time since I talked to her. Must be my brain too free and started digging past memories in my sleep. Lol.

If I can exchange the countless dreams I have at night for my dream job, wouldn’t that be nice. But then again, to live without dreams, won’t life become plain boring? All I wanted to be is a 追梦人~

Nin... @


Friday, October 5, 2007

Sakae~ Sakae~

I have been framed! Karma to them. Lol.

While nuaing at home few days back, I suddenly felt the urge of filling my stomach up and I want to fill it up with sushi. So, went to the Sakae buffet with my sister yesterday. Lol. It was suppose to be my treat for her as she helped me a lot in my ‘First Class’ project. But it ended up her paying again as I am still under NEET status. Lol.

I have been soaking in series after series of anime these few days again. And the obvious after effect of such an anti-social behavior is a Camel Head! I think I need to explain myself a little over here. My hair is usually quite ‘pong’ when I am at home. When I watch anime, I use my headphones instead of the speakers. My headphones are those with the center piece hanging over the head. So after long hours of anime, the hair on top of my head will become compressed leaving the front and back ‘pong’ up. And it looks exactly like the humps of a camel! It’s not a handsome sight. Lol.

Watching Claymore now. After the first two episodes, it seems not bad. Lol. Though blood and gore is usually not really my cup of tea for anime. But the setting of the plot is in the olden times which is one of my favorite therefore I think I will still be watching it. Should I start doing reviews of the anime I watch? Hmmm... when I have the time ba.

Nin... @


Tuesday, October 2, 2007

NEET

One by one, people around me are removing the NEET status off themselves. So do I feel stress? Hmmm... not really. Lol. Instead, I am starting to like the process of looking of jobs and going for interviews. Haha. Now I am so afraid that I will fall in love with the process of going to interviews and forgot the actual agenda was to land myself in a job.


Nin... @


Monday, October 1, 2007

A father and son talk

I personally feel that it has become a norm for kids nowadays to dislike having long conversations with their parents other then when asking for money. I admit I am being stereotypical but I still will say it. My guess is out of fear, boredom or maybe just plainly uninterested that kids find it difficult to converse normally like how they do towards their friends.

Today, I just had a long talk with my father. Unknowingly it had carried on for one plus hour. I feel kind of good after the talk even though the topics are of no importance.

Suddenly remembered the song, “Leader of the band”. It is a very nice song with meaningful lyrics. The song talks about the author and his relationship with his father. There is a line where is goes, “His gentle means of sculpting souls, Took me years to understand.” If only everyone understands what it is trying to say.

~

Leader of the band Lyric

An only childAlone and wild
A cabinet maker's son
His hands were meant for different work
And his heart was known to none --
He left his home and went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me
A gift I know I nevercan repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn't wait
He earned his love
Through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.

My brothers' lives were different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago
And the other to St. Paul
And I'm in Colorado
When I'm not in some hotel
Living out this life I've chose
And come to know so well.
I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go --
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, papa, I don't think I Said
'I love you' near enough --

Nin... @






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